I've taken a look at your pictures too and I think you look great with the amount of makeup you have on. You even look great in the pictures where you have less makeup on. I don't see it as a bad thing, but I can understand your frustration. I'm very dependent on makeup, but it is because I have actual flaws to cover up (discolorations, scars, etc.). I hate how cover up makes my skin feel and I hate the powdery look, but I can't go without it because I just look terrible. I feel gross with or without makeup on! But feel much less confident without. I can relate.