Hello again!

I haven't been here for a while. The reason is that I've felt better. Much better, in fact. But, as you can see, I'm here agin.
These two last weeks have been wonderful. All my lovely friends have made me feel better and the psychologist thought I didn't need to visit him this week. But then something happened yesterday and now I've fallen down again.
-Whatever you do, don't fall in love!!
It's so typical. I had begun to trust in people again and I dared to fall in love again. I shouldn't had done that. Yesterday my heart went broken.
I'm afraid of love. Really really scared...
When I came home from that boy yesterday I hurt myself again and again. I couldn't do anthing else. And I cried for hours...
I'll meet my psychologist tomorrow. And I really hope I'll get that wonderful feeling back...

Take care everyone!