( ((((( Danii24))))) I hope counseling helps you.....
I know I have felt these feelings and being rejected almost crushed me.... Until one day I just stopped tryin and then my bf popped up, we were friends prior but not in a relationship... As far as family I stay away and I tend to do this with friends too, its hard to explain on my why.

Just know there are many forms of love, and most ppl that care about you ie most family and some friends would want to help, even coworkers can care, personal thought: it can be surprising who you thought who would never care, but then it can be shocking too on who you'd think would help you.....

Wish you the best! Keep trying sometimes that's all we can do