know what we believe ((((Lillyleaf)))))))?
I think as were healing things get overwhelming or so many memories but say none with _______. (whomever that hurt you) and at times we feel as though we may not be really multiple... and that we may feel as though were living a lie.
Back off and keep those memories you have worked through safe and what we do is CHOOSE to go into denial versus telling myself were living a lie.
For my system I know that when we used to say were living a lie, my old T would say "whoa... hang on there Crew, she said when I tell myself I'm living a lie that may take away those parts inside that don't believe there memories are a lie. So my advice to you is to allow yourself to go into denial before saying your living a lie.
We have parts now that we have found and when everyone comes together and shares there part of the memory that memory eventually works out and we have found it wasn't a lie in which we called it one.
Does this make any sense at all? I all I hope you hear is that NO, we don't think your living a lie but that is our opinion.... ((((Lillyleaf)))) and we care so much about you!
Hang in there and call for help if you need it,

Crew