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Old Aug 01, 2011, 10:46 PM
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Originally Posted by Deborah35 View Post
I have insecurities about how I look sometimes, and I keep telling myself, all those perfect looking women in those magazines, have a makeup artist, and hair stylist to make them look like that. It doesn't always make me feel better, but that's the only way I can handle it. How many of them actually style their own hair or do their own makeup? I wonder. I went out a few times with this guy who lives in the next building over from me, and saw his immature ways. He'd point out right in front of me how he likes the look of women's feet, and then told me how much she probably paid for her shoes. I didn't know a guy was supposed to know about women shoe prices. I swear, it was so annoying, like he sat there and researched every brand out there, and how much that brand cost. I asked him why he never complimented me on anything. I'd give him compliments about certain colors looked nice on him. Then he'd go into a rage about why I was annoyed, hmmm i wonder why? I've noticed as I've gotten older, I go for a different type of guy, someone that has to be down to earth, who can make me laugh, just a few I listed here. He can never make plans for us, and tried putting the blame on me for things he was too blame. When I suggested something, he couldn't make up his mind. I'm tired of not finding someone who wants a real relationship.
I see women on a day to day basis with flawless skin and complexion and I envy them. I wish I could have been given the same, but NOPE! I was handed a bad card. I agree with you, I'm also tired of not finding someone who wants a real relationship. It is unsettling.