hi, im new to this site, but found it through searching more about depression.. and lately(this past month) its been the worst its ever been.. my sleep has completely been shattered. i dont sleep like normal, ive been getting 3-5 hours of sleep, or sometimes ill sleep through the day(escp on weekends) sleep for 8+ hours..

ive kind of been overwhelmed with just feelings of sadness, and worthlessness.. and i just want those feelings to stop.. ive been wanting to take some drugs to take those away, as earlier i took some drugs and i felt a lot better

anyways.. i just want feel better, and posting this seems to have uplifted me a smidgen..

goodluck to everyone on their own journeys