Continuing my stupid ongoing saga, I've got in to work and now things just went down hill. I hate this because I really hate everyone around me and don't want to be some stupid leader around here. I want a job that gives me less responsibility. Too many people depend on me - my family, people at work.

I'm getting those thoughts about wishing my family would just leave me or I would just get fired so I'd have a reason to really destroy my life. My career's probably over anyway since I can't even do the work.

Ok one minute now not Ok. What the HELL!?