hello
I think the idea of parenting classes if you decide to keep your daughter. I also strongly suggest therapy if you are not already in it. It will help you with your depression and ptsd, and social anxiety. Getting yourself healthy is the best thing you can do for your daughter (and yourself). I would also question the advice you were given by your lawyer that the father has no rights even after the child is born. Was it a family lawyer (one who deals with family law)? Parenting can be hard. We will support whatever decision you make.