Went to a meeting and did some service work already. Talked to some friends on the phone. They're busy. I don't have any money that I can spend so I can't go do anything. So I've resigned myself to staying home and cleaning, but I haven't gotten any motivation to clean. It's overcast, cold and windy out. I might go to another meeting later. At least they're free. I guess I could call more people and see if anyone can hang out, but my place is a mess so I can't invite anyone over. Can't go to coffee cuz I have no money. So I don't really want to isolate. It's just kinda happening. Not really in a bad space, just kinda blah. I know a lot of it has to do with the weather. But I had to rat myself out, so there it is. =)