I am so tired of being messed up with depression and all the crap that goes with it. I do not have anyone to talk to kids have shunned me, husband kicked me out of my own home, son kicked me out of his home with my sister and his wifes help, younger son hates me for who knows what then why am I here? I do not even have my dog I lose everything that is dear to me the abusers always win and I am so damn sick and tired of it have no phone, car or money believe husband will have me served on my bday he is a drunk a mean one at that. tired of being a loser i am so tired right now