I don't know what's going on.
My thoughts are all over the place.
I feel depressed... and sad... and I make distinctions between those two.
I feel really lonely.
Nothing's happened today. Nothing out of the ordinary. I've been home all day. My insomnia was kind of bad last night though.
I exercised. Tried to raise my mood. Maybe I'm exercising because it hurts... Does that count too?
I just need it all to stop. I cut just now.
My anxiety's up, and I'm tired. I just want to lie down... And never get up...

And then the other part of me that's screaming that I'm overexaggerating... That makes me feel worse...
What's going on.... I want to SI again.. To make these feelings stop.
Because I can bleed.