Hi, Niko!

I'm so glad you found this forum. You will find support and understanding here.

I have quit most of the jobs I have had in my life due to what I now know is an anxiety disorder along with bipolar II and depression. I felt guilty, couldn't figure out what was wrong with me and felt like I was letting my loved ones down.

I was diagnosed with Major Depression, Recurrent 15 years ago and put on meds, but still had the issue with getting panicky resulting in quitting jobs. After another major episode beginning last fall, I FINALLY realized my main issue with jobs is the anxiety and have FINALLY been put on daily Ativan.

I've lived with the gut-wrenching, paralyzing effects of anxiety, so can relate to you in that aspect.

Please come talk here anytime...feel free to PM me if you like. And, if you don't mind, I'll keep you in my prayers.