Did the feeling of loss of control over a situation happen? I think so...I tend to chalk everything up to this, but when I was in fifth grade I had experiences with bullying that left me terrified of school and of it happening again. I guess this stuck with me through the years, because for a long time and even still now, whenever I hear someone at school talk about me behind my back, it makes me want to give up and SI. This used to happen more often, but it's still there, under the surface.