Hi, thanks for the support...I am trying to put one foot in front of the others but I am struggling to feel self-worth and motivation...I'm completely broken hearted because it seems that the girl that I was sort of "with" in a non-exclusive relationship...really just doesn't care about me anymore, she's not in love with me anymore...everything I do, she picks it apart and gets mad about something I've done or said that isn't acceptable to her...I try so hard to talk to her in the right way because I do love her so much but it seems that she's done...worst part is, I have to go back to school there in a few days (2,000 from home) and think I need to try to stay at her place because I don't have anywhere to live yet. I hate feeling like im going to be depending on her because it gives her more right to do and say whatever she wants to me...every bit of it ripping me apart and stabbing me in the heart. Everything hurts..I cry everyday and I feel so helpless and hopeless about my uncertain future.