P.S. I am totally psyched out right now by that whole comment about my whole, sensitivity holding me back in life comment from T. It is like poison in my brain right now, I don't know how else to describe it. It is really not helping. I should be so excited about going on a second date with a nice guy tomorrow.. really, really nice.. right now my brain is tearing itself to bits trying to figure out how if I am somehow too judgmental, or too quiet, or in fact too sensitive and am somehow going to screw it up.

Add: yes I am very sensitive to abandonment, always want to know what went wrong and if it was my fault, guess that kind of proves T's point.