I actually got outside today, and had some actual human contact, and I think it's made me realize how much I miss it.

Nobody I tried to call -- because, as we all know, sometimes typing just doesn't do it -- was home. I sent some emails, and I checked out all my groups, and my other websites, and nobody was there either. I live alone, which is a bite when you need to hear an actual voice coming out of an actual body that could conceivably give you an actual hug.

my T is leaving, and I'm depressed as ***** even *without* that factoring into it, and I'm having a massive attack of the lonelies, and while I know I have friends, there is this huge, gaping black hole inside of me that absolutely nobody, not even lots of people all at once, can fill. But right now I need somebody to try.

:~(

Candy