Hi Candybear! I'm so sorry you are this lonely. I struggle thru it each and every day. I cannot work with my mental and physical disabilities...I am viewed with disdain and pushed aside because of it.

This website helps me a great deal..as I am reminded that I am, indeed, not alone, at all! I also use music therapy to help connect me to the world. Do you like music? It can be a lifesaver. You will be ok, Candybear.

Take one day at a time.Even if you lack the inspiration to post...you can visit the site to see what your peers have to say.Take good care of yourself!! That is very important to remember. I dyed my hair a pretty, deep, red color and it looks great.

Can you afford to go to a manicurist? This is a very good way to feel better. I go once per month. ((((Hugz)))) to you!! Pm me if you'ld like.