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Aug 03, 2011, 11:13 AM
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It is good having a 6 week holiday. However, every summer holiday I kind of feel weird because I'm not doing anything. If I don't do anything, I might go insane  hehe I try to do something. I help my dad and I do the chores. I need a job and this will keep me busy and it could be one of the reasons why I live. It's weird, I feel like life it's just get up.... go on computer... then sleep, or do chores and then it repeats. I feel like  my life is a bore, there's no point to my life.It's hard to describe. I'm not suicidal. I am a happy person, I like my life but I need something to work towards, I need an aim in life. I need to know why I am here for. I need to work, I can't live my life on the computer. I try to apply for a job but I haven't heard from them.. But oh well  I'll try to get another one.. I'll try to go to the job centre to find one or something. I don't know what to do... I feel like I'm not good at much. I'm okay at photography. I don't know... People feel stressed or fed up with jobs but I would love to have a job. I like to work. If I do nothing, I feel depressed and feel like there is no point in life. I haven't even applied for any courses. I'm just "unemployed" from now on. This does worries me sometimes..
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