I'm feeling so disgusting.
My boyfriend was trying to comfort me as I was crying but I kept pushing him away. Telling him to go away. I hate myself. All I want is to feel normal but I can't. I keep switching off and then he says "What's wrong, what's wrong" and I say "nothing" He gets angry and upset.
I can't stop hurting him! I feel like such a nasty person. A screw up, He tries to comfort me, to love me, and I tell him to go away.
What sort of screwed up person am I?? I can't function.