Oh good yer therapist thing was in the nightmare.......
One of the darndest things, I have found in this life, that is a bitter pill to swallow, is that nomatter how well I plan to take care of myself, set up support, make plans, prepare, whe the time comes to need them, poopoo happens and I end up alone to go through whatever it is. I figure it's gotta be karma.
What will be will be....... my job is to learn to ride it, whatever it turns out to be.......