oh geez, now im scared. if i need to call i dont want police or ambulance to come, and i dont want to go to inpatient, i just want a person to call when i feel like ending my life, the threat of them coming to get me would make me do it because, like cops and robbers . "your not taking me alive". i was inpatient after car accident and it was NOT helpful to me, everything i did was fake just to get out of there.