Hello!!

Well let me first start off by saying that It takes strength to reach out and ASK for help!!
About 6 months ago, my bf and I both lost our jobs, our car took a $@#%#^, needed a new engine (which we couldn;t afford) and we got evicted from our home, and to top it all off I found out my child had to have surgery! I woke up one morning and out of nowhere, I found myself in a constant state of panic! I couldn't breathe, I was dizzy 24\7. I had a SEVERE fear that I was dying. I couldn't do anything in my life anymore. My bf didn't understand or even TRY.

I went to doc after doc, I checked myself into a hospital. I didn't want to live like that anymore, but I didn't want to be on meds either.
I finally started taking ATIVAN, and am SOOOOO glad that I did. It makes me feel like me again, and lets me be calm enough to think straight, relax.
I too have lost every job I have ever had, and have lost many things and people in my life due to this illness, but remember that IS what this is an ILLNESS. you have to do whatever it takes to survive, and if that means disability than by all means due it, don't be imarassed or ashamed, because you are SOOO not alone.
If there is anything that I can help with please PM me whenever.

Thinking of you