DO i HAVE TO BE STRONG
I dont want to be strong, I want to let go. I want everthing to go crazy so that people will understand that I cant handle all of this responsibility right now.

I cant do this. The memories theres too many of them and they swirl too fast and I cant even focus on one of them

work is going to fire me for missing time what am I supposed to do though when everything is going crazy.
I dont know.. I just want to hide in my bed and never come out again

I cant face the world outside. I cant Its too scary and there is too much out there, why Cant I just stay inside and work in my house..

Anxiety is going through the roof.

guys, I need a life line here im sinking fast..