Well, I just "saw" "my" T...

I left feeling very alone and even sat outside the offices in the sun for 10 min just collecting myself and grounding so I could drive home. But I wanted to know what others would feel maybe???
Am I being TOO hoggy of my T?

My T is a senior psychological examiner in addition to being a "normal" T. So he gives tests to people and such for jobs or whatever. lots of police officers use him. I never thought much about it and it has happened several times before, but today at the start of session he said he was running late and asked me if I was "OK" ... I was. And I waited.

Then 10 min after the hour he came out and put the guy he was with in his other room (to fill out the question thing they have to do) and he called me into his office. We talked, but it was so distant. And then 5 min early it was over!

Now I know I was not with it (due to medication I am on today) ... but seriously?? After last session!!??? And when he was getting rid of me, I mentioned how I felt like canceling next Monday when I am set to see him because I have to work all weekend and only get Monday off. But he was like "ok! Just send me an email" I said when I left "Will see you Monday" and he said "Or not if you cancel" (or something to that same effect).

I feel so hurt inside ... I actually emailed him when I got home and asked for a reply. But am I just being hyper sensitive??? I really so much NEEDED my T to be mine today for that one hour. But I felt like I was forced to share him. And I feel so defeated.