I thought about this reading some other topics on termination, but it didn't really fit in there.

My T got seriously ill last year and had to stop suddenly, she would contact me when she got back (it would take several months she said), or I could go to her partner. I went to the partner but didn't like him, so I stopped going, and thought I would wait till she returned. I know she's back by now, but she hasn't contacted me (because she knows I saw her partner, I guess).
And you know, I am doing quite well, probably even due to the somewhat fuzzy way it ended (or didn't end). It's like I can go back any moment I want, but I don't have to either. I know though, if she contacts me tomorrow, I will go back immediately. I still have things to work on, and I do miss her a lot, but I'm fine the way it is right now.

It's actually a real good feeling, and I wondered if anybody else had such an experience?