I'm not even sad.
I'm just empty, hollow...like anything will pass through me and I won't feel it.
I feel numb, like I don't have any emotions. Sometimes a few tears drop from my eyes for no reason (I'm not watching anything sad, I'm not in pain).
These days I can't sleep soundly so I tried staying up and writing in a journal but I can't do that because I can't put in to words what I'm going through.
I'm sorry I just feel so empty after being really happy for a while (I have bipolar disorder) and I'm scared that this might be me going into depression again...
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