HI Sigh

I am sorry to hear you. I think you need to talk about it and I am here if you need it. Go to doctor and try to be positive that it is possibility to know what is wrong. When I was 24 I thought that I had AIDS, I had a sex with foreigners at my uni and I had healthy problems. I did not tell nobody about it and I had in my mind it always, I was depressed. I thoought that I did not have to buy staff for me that is no point and other thoughts.

If you have somebody to go with you ask him or her to doctor.
Take care
Mediator