It feels like i've been in near constant panic/anxiety attack all week now when i'm fronting. Every time I i seem to "come out" it's like constant panic/anxiety. I know frequent anxiety attacks for common symptoms of DID. And I know exactly what's causing it. It's just I can't escape from it, and I guess I could call our therapist. But she's on vacation. D: And I don't trust our co-t as much as I trust my old t. i miss my old t.

i go see our pdoc in about an hour and a half. i'm sure talking with him may calm me down.

-Haze.