I am on medication for depression, however in the summer I will often start up at the sun for periods, my eyes water like hell but I keep at it until they really hurt. I have been doing this on occasion for some time now, and have black spots in the vision of my left eye that do not move or go away. I think my mind must have got used to it, but my eyes are generally sore and uncomfortable.
i have not said anything to anyone about this, definately not my GP - I am not going to an optician in case they find something..... I am a bit scared but cannot stop myself.
Why am I doing this - does anyone know what I might have done or how I can stop making things worse.
I am doing well on my meds at the moment, so that is probably why I can write about it. But I was at the GPs last week and still couldn't mention it.