niko i know what you r going through is really hard i right now don't have insurance am unemployed but i went to my local health clinic mental clinic here in south florida and they do an evaluation to see how much to charge you i was amazed at how kind they were to me i only pay 3 dollars everytime i see my psychologist and 6 dollars for the meds which is awesome they may be able to help you look into going to your county mental health center in your area my mental clinic also offers me this thing that iff i think i'm not well at home they come over there to talk to you and if you r in bad shape they take you back to the clinic for a few days .. i hope this helps you out a bit niko just hang in there ..

steph