I think I'm going to take a break trying to figure them out. They're impacting how I interact with my T. She and I spent the whole session 'wrangling' with them but I've decided that I don't want to do that anymore. I don't see it leading anywhere. I'll just accept my dysfunctional reactions and just live with them. Next session we're going to stop this unfruitful exploration and instead 'play'. That's my plan for now, anyways. I'm really ready to play and have fun so, by God, that's what we'll do. Now, I'm looking forward to next session.