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Originally Posted by dinosaurs
i never feel like i belong anywhere. i try really hard and do the things i'm supposed to do to meet people and participate and get to know them. and i guess generally people are civil to me and sometimes they say they like me. but it just never works for me. it always feels like they're just tolerating me and i never feel liked and if i go quiet i'm never missed. i never feel understood. i feel like i'm just too different to fit in. i never feel like part of a group. i see people around me doing what i'm doing and they make friends and i just really don't understand how it happens for them but not me.
i usually give up because i don't belong and try moving to another group. but the same thing happens over and over. i know moving groups isn't the answer. i've done a lot of work on learning to like myself but it hasn't helped with this at all. i don't want advice on how to meet people or talk to people or anything like that. i just really have no idea how to belong.
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I feel the same like people tolerate me when im there but when im gone no1 misses me at all or would they even notice if i dnt turn up. I never feel i belong i do what you do go and do things because i feel its what im meant to do. I have tried too but it always makes me feel worse.
If i go to a friends party or that i feel bad because if i dnt go i dont feel normal for not going because its whet im meant to do and if i do go i feel like i dnt belong here. find it hard to mingle at these things and then when i leave i feel bad because no1 will notice im gone. or would people be saying god she was acting strange.
Im afraid of people and over senitive as well because of other things that have happened before. I have tried to get over it but i cant. dont o how to get over it because nothing works