I have a difficult time hiding my BP, but I try harder than hell. When I was living home with my mom, she left me emotionally when I got sick, so I learned to hide things from her.

However, I always had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, and my illnesses came out in other ways. I started to get panic attacks, my OCD went into overdrive and I developed anorexia.

After I moved in with my fiance (my current husband), the feeling in the pit of my stomach left, and now whenever I get that feeling in the pit of my stomach, it is an indication that something just isn't right, and I use it as a tool to change the things that are causing it.

If I want to hide my bp from anyone, I just become very quite and do not talk to anyone.