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Aug 06, 2011, 10:48 AM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland, UK
Posts: 5,275
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Thanks SunAngel,
I have always hid how I am really feeling from everyone as I never wanted to admit there was a problem/issue. I have always been like this. But recently when I have really needed to talk to people I haven't been able to as in RL I am much much quieter. I am finding I can express myself on here no problems at all but in RL I am struggling. Most people in my life... family/friends/cpn/psych/gp and support workers don't know the half of it as I just can't tell them.
It's really frustrating. I had Psych yesterday and I felt really anxious telling him I have missed my meds and my GP thinks maybe I should change my meds. He has said no and to stick to my current meds. He has gotten me into trouble for missing meds  I wish I could just say what I what to say when I see/speak to people. But I have to hide it all. When I have my CPN session I always am itching to get up and wander around his room but instead I sit there and fidget and squirm and well am very uncomfortable.
Anyways just rambling now sorry!!
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