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Thanks guys,
So I am really not alone.... phew!!!
I feel awful sometimes about keeping it all a secret. Yesterday after my Psych app I always walk home so when I got home my Mum asked me if my Psych thought I was better etc? Now granted she knows I have Bipolar and that Bipolar has no cure how I can be better I do not know lol. I said I guess and that was it. She asked me again later and I said I had already said he didn't say much. I know I should tell her. But I feel like well I am an adult although I am still living with her she doesn't need to know all of my life.
I get embarrassed when talking to my Support Workers about things and like you said Anika they have heard and seen everything if not worse than what I am going to be telling them. My CPN just would think I was even more crazy if I just got up and started walking around the box room we sit in for our session. I hate it as deep inside I am itching to get out and scream and outside I am calm and collective. Grrr!!
I guess this has always been my life.... hurting and hiding it all don't know how to change well I do but I don't know how to get started
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