fuzzy, it was only (a) pill. My pdoc said I could but I know what you mean and thank you for the gentle reminder. It has been "that" difficult lately. I wanted to do bad things. Lots of dissociating, nightmares, confusion.
I did hear from my T today. He sent me an email from the airport and said we would talk tomorrow. Yippy!!!!!
I know I can make it until tomorrow. It has been EXHAUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ggrrrrrrrrr, I need fuzzy bear paws to scare away all of the bad stuff and a rainbow to lighten the sky and a nice rhapsody song and play on the swing with caroline and kd and jan and sky and myself and sleeps with butterflies and notthemama and all my other wonderful, comfortable friends who keep me safe
Boy, I didn't realize there were so many!
I have to go to bed. My mind is crazy and scared and confused and swirly and overloaded and - ugh