(((Dreamwolf)))

Your experience does sound painful. I am sorry that your mom hurt you so deeply. You do have every right to feel hurt, angry, and mistrustful. She's going to have to earn your trust again.

Have you tried working with a therapist? They are a very safe resource to share your thoughts and feelings with. They are there to help people like you. To help you through the pain & make your world a better place. If that isn't an option, perhaps you should try writing a letter to your parents describing how your mom's actions (teasing) really hurt you deeply. You are in pain and you deserve an honest apology and change.

Best wishes to you ~ hope to see your around PC!