(((((((Queen))))))) I can see why you added the Chaos to your name.

I think the heat has gotten to everyone. It seems like everyone is down, low, angry and struggling more than usual.

It was not really hot where I am today but I was so exhausted by dealing with liers and cheats this week I was exhausted today. And I can see it in my writing when I post.

Your experience with the plant hanger not being clearly marked and the trouble it took really reminded me of yesterday. And the day before and then the day before that.

First is was a check that I should have received three weeks ago by an agency that hired me to do a job and the post office was blamed and I knew the money was just being floated and I was being played. And that threw off my finances while it served someone elses. And I had to battle those two liers. And they were so stupid, they told me the mail was returned and they would have to remail it, I told them to enclose the envelope marked returned mail. Oh they didn't like that. Then they do send out the check as as usual I received it the next day (not over three weeks) and they had written on the check the date of the day before with a notation in the note spot reissued check, now, if a perfectly good check came back in an envelope marked returned mail, why not just use the same check with the original date? LOL, people are such bad liers. You see they forgot which lie they told me and they thought they were acting on the original lie and playing like they had to cancel the check and would need more time to track it and write a new one. "Are you calling me a liar?" she said. I never used the word, she did, another way to tell someone is lieing.

Then I went to visit my lawyer who has been not notifying me of depositions set up and then canceling them at the last minute. I am so exhausted with that and all I could do is sit there and listen how the case cannot go forward until all the opposing side discovery is done, which includes my depositions. So again I had to endure the fact that my finances again are going to continue to suffer because someone keeps forgetting sceduled depositions and not even informing me so I can remind him to remember them. All I could do is stare him in the eyes and tell him that I am now at a point where this is causing acute depression and he really needs to do his job. And I was really tempted to wear no make up so he could see that my eyelids are now dark purple from lack or any kind of restful sleep. But I did tell him to really look at my eyes and see if he can see how much makeup I have on them to cover it up. I just didn't know what else to say. I figured out that the discovery could have been done almost a year ago, but someone doesn't do his job. I came home so exhausted I vented here, I think,and went up to bed an passed out.

Then I got a bill yesterday from an ENT visit where I was told the exam would be $100 and I had to prepay for the visit and if there was any extra I would be billed. The doctor looked in my ears, up my nose and down my throat, what one would consider a normal ENT exam right?
I got a bill yesterday that multiplied that hundred dollars over 5 times. And I did vent that out yesterday here. So now I have to take care of that, I am not going to accept their misrepresentation of an exam.

And I did tell my husband that the market was going to plunge and to move our investments around, I told him a couple of weeks ago. I just knew this was coming, for me it was a no brainer ( I was raised around the stock market for years and managed my father's office, couldn't help but learn about it). Well he didn't listen and now he is angry and I have to deal with the avoidance anger we can't talk about it procedure and that is going to get worse too.

Oh I am pretty low today. So if any my posts miss words or spelling, just ignore it.

Can you tell what my pet peeve is? HONESTY AND TRUTH, I hate liers.

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