Hey There Everyone,

Hi there everyone I am new here and about a year or so ago I developed a different voice inside of me. This happened when my partner came out to me that she had DID. I told her that I wanted to try a meditation on me to see if I had any alter people in me because I have always wondered myself. I have no memory of childhood hardly and some now bits and pieces. The other half of this story is that my partner was pretending to be someone to spice up our love life and when I caught her in it she denied it. I had her pretend to be this person for us. She said she would astral project to her body and it was a famous person none the less so I started questioning her because in my mind if she was the real thing then she would know right? Anyway as this went on she would get mad when I told her that she was lying so I said well I think you might have DID and then she said yes I have been lying to you for 9 years so I thought that she was pulling my chain and I wanted to get her back in a way. I had to motives in my head at the same time. To get her at her own game then to see if I had alters because I have always truly wondered. I have always felt like someone was watching me or something and talking in my head internally. I didn't know when I done this if I was acting or not but I heard two names really distenct like Leslie Newport and Fate. Later after of year of doing this not really knowing who the heck I was or not I pulled myself in the other room out of my partners reality into my own and started questioning myself. I just came to the answer of inner voice coming out of my own mouth in a different tone. So can your inner voice talk to you in your voice with a different tone? Sometimes I talk to me in the third person or about me. It is wierd but my partner says that I have always done this and always had different tones and one southern. One is deep as well. I can sing now too... I just want to know how to communicate more effectively with me in order to keep the channels open and not let them get disotorted in any way. Sometimes it is like I have two voices at once maybe three.. I am confused about it all I just need advice. I have it under control for the most part if I don't forse it to happen or if I am doing certain things then it comes out or comments and sometimes I can't understand it but then I can in my head. Maybe I am not letting myself go. I don't know... Any ideas???

Thank you all..
Jess
I talk to me a lot always have and I talk in the mirror as well and I don't know if this has anything to do with it but when I started to talk in the mirror then it came to the fore front a lot or the front per say... Anyway.. I am out for now.

Later---and thanks