Hi Bird! --we missed each other--you're off line now.
It's you and your bossy kitty

alone in the house (took the liberty of reading your profile

). Now I want to ask you if you go out much? Do you have a social network? Does anyone visit you? Or are you alone there, and isolating yourself?
If you are in total isolation; I'd say (JMO!) that you have to get out more.
Sounds like cabin fever to me. I am a long time sufferer of this, as I truly have a penchant for isolating. I don't know the answers to my questions so I am unable to tell if this is the case with you.
Pax--theo