I know the feeling you're talking about, Nemo. For months this summer I was just too tired to fight anymore, too many things had gone wrong in too short a period of time. The sort of issues we're dealing with have a way of just draining your energy. I think that's one of the worst parts of it all.

But SIing won't solve any of the issues, and will just create one more for you to deal with. I wish I had better advice than telling you to just keep going through the motions of life and not do anything to make it worse, but I really don't. Just hang in there, hon. Feeling so tired and hopeless won't last forever, because nothing in life (good or bad) lasts forever. That's just not the way life works.