Oh, that my T is sick of me; that she's disgusted with me; that she dreads seeing me each week; that the talk of extra restrictions on phone calls is evidence that I'm too much for her and that she has to rein me in; that I talk too much and that I'm terribly selfish and self-indulgent; that she can barely stand our sessions because I'm beyond boring and ridiculous. THAT is the faulty reasoning and I understand that none of that is true but it's what I FEEL.