it's good for us to remember that Therapists are just people like us, with problems like us, and not to worship them, but learn what we can, while we can. i have been angry with so many therapists who i felt were lacking personal integrity,,, i can understand how the burdens of working constantly with people's problems can distort one's view of the world,, and become overwhelming. i hope you find a good way to deal with this,, be more gentle with yourself, allow your feelings to be OK,, ask for help when you need it... {{{{Tay}}}}