I've been kinda in a strange mood as of late i dont really know whats happening. I was doing fine for a long time then seems like suddenly I'm exhausted, i don't want to do anything, i cry nearly everyday for nothing really, and I'm extremely anxious. I first thought it was just cycling down to depression but i have some other symptoms that aren't quite normal for me when depressed. I an extremely irritable, telling my husband i hate him daily, yelling at him, having a hard time refraining from being violent toward him? Thats not like me at all, and i have been having some disturbing thoughts about harming other people, and i guess the last part is that I've become obsessed about acquiring an...item i guess, i keep researching it, thinking about it constantly and begging for my husband to get me one..and well he did i thought id be happy when i got it but really..i kinda just feel like i just wanted to want something...even though i made a big fuss and made him drive 4 hours to go get it...i don't really feel satisfied. My boss at work keeps making comments, asking me whats wrong and i never know what to say i just keep saying i'm tired...even my husband keeps asking me whats wrong..but i just dont know what to say...maybe it's depressed? It just feels different...that previous depression...i'm not really too sure what to do...looking for some advice and maybe if anyone else has/does feel like this ?