Hugs Happycheeks. You are so young and have so much yet to experience. I got married at 21 and now, 27 yeas later I think, "wow! I got married way too young!" My daughter is 26 and has never been in love. It is hard for her at times, but she concentrates on her education and volunteering. She loves helping people and she has the most diverse group of friends of anyone I know! So much can change in a year! We never would have guessed in a million years she would be at college getting her bachelor's degree on account of her disabilities. But she is. So, happycheeks, hang in there and keep looking forward. Boyfriends are DEFINITELY not all there is to life! There are so many exciting things out there for you to discover. What do you love to do? What makes your heart excited when you think about it? Travel? Publishing a novel someday? Photography? Whatever it is, concentrate on that and go for it. Everything else will fall into place!