Okay so today has been really tough-I've found out that I have a lot of medical bills due like now and I of course don't have the money...so my parents paid for my last therapy session-but I found out today that one of my prescriptions is going to be 50 bucks-so I told them that instead of paying for T they could pay for that...she said they might be able to pay for both-but I don't feel right taking money for T when it will cause stress for them...so I said don't worry about it-I will cancel T...so I just emailed him and said I won't be able to make it this week...and when I hit send my heart sank and I feel sooo down now...gah-this sucks-okay sorry for the rambling-its just so tough right now and I'm just not sure about anything right now I want to just lay in bed and cry-I hate this