I've never been one to wear makeup. My mom only ever wore to it work when I was really little. Then she decided since she never enjoyed it and she stopped wearing it. My sister wears some. For years, I was very anti-make up, very much "this is who I am, love me or leave me." Then I found a boy who really dislikes make up. Fantastic! But now, it's to the point where if I even dabble in it just a little (such as recently, for my friend's wedding where I was doing a reading), and he was in the bathroom with me telling me I was putting too much on, when honestly, it barely looked like I had any.

Now I look in the mirror and just see these huge pores that I want to hide, but feel like I can't... He tells me I'm beautiful the way I am, but I don't see it, and wouldn't mind being if he could say nice things when I do wear make up (instead of, "You looked between without it" when I really, really don't agree).

Honestly, I think the reason I never wore it was because I was always intimidated by it. Figured I'd put it on wrong and look silly. Then I got to be afraid of people noticing it... "What are you so dressed up for today?!"

Sorry I just rambled on.. Makeup has been on my mind a lot lately...