Okay, so I'm a teenager... And I've only ever had one real relationship before. This guy screwed up royally (he chose to go out drinking - illegal at his age, mind you - rather than pick me up for our date). But it's been two years since then and I've gotten to be friends with him again. Now things are starting to heat back up, you might say. He is definitely a changed person. I know that for a fact.... The problem here lies with me.

There are a few things I'm concerned with.

1) Am I just wanting him back because he's the first guy to show interest in me?
2) If I get into a relationship (even if it's not with him), how do I handle it? I'm Bipolar and I have some anxiety problems along with psychosis. How do you handle all that with a relationship?
3) Would I be making a good decision with getting back with him or should I wait to see what the school year brings? Maybe there will be a new boy I like?

I'm feeling a little lost... Help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!