Hi.. just wanting a place to be me. Am I a bad person for wanting them to go away? Wanting to be able to find comfort without the voices inside..wanting to be able to get ANGRY..without hearing them..without them being outside to take care of me when I am SCARED or SAD..I am a big girl..will I ever feel like one..do we ever grow up, when do them start being me? I am sooo tired….need to borrow strength from our friends here.. she is very hurting right now….only echoes….the sky is green and grass is blue.. I hear a pounding..and screams..the closet is so dark.. why is this happening again..go away..