Hey everyone Im back after a long hiatus. I guess this couldnt have come at a better time, i feel really bad lately.
Ive been put on 25 mg of paxil, and for the most part its great, but the past 2 days or so have been horrible, i realize that i feel ignored by a lot of people in my life, like no one has time for me, even though i have time for them, i call and i write, but no one returns the favors....the one time i confide in my mom for support on this problem, she just tells me that everyones busy and that im too sensitive. Thats what ive heard all my life, all my life everyones always told me im too emotional or too sensitive, and i dont know what to do. I dont know if its a bad thing. Why is crying such a bad thing? I deal with problems the way i am most comfortable and i get a reputation for being too sensitive, it really makes me angry. I feel like no one will confide in my anymore because of it, because i am so concerned about the other person that i get emotional, and other peoples moods effect me in the same way.
i just feel ignored and lonley, im alone, and i was just hoping to find some support here, because i could really use it. I feel worthless.
all things shall pass...even life.
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winston churchill
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